Unsent Messages

Why just why did you have to make me fall deeply in love with you. I can’t stop thinking about you at all. It hurts to see you with someone else because you left me when I was so in love with you. You broke me a lot. It hurt me so much. You act like you weren’t dating someone but you were it was me ? but all you wanted to do is break up with me and try to get nudes from me. You wanted me to do it and would even call me just so I could do it. I told you so many times that I want to get back and you said you wanted to do that too but you kept on asking me for it. I feel so disappointed because I would cry about you everyday I even stopped eating and everything. I felt so helpless. I can’t be happy anymore I try but I can’t. I started a eating disorder and it’s so hard to maintain. If I even try to eat I get horrible pain in my stomach. You hurt me so much more than you could ever imagine. Thanks for leaving me like if I were a toy. Now I have trust issue because of you. You lied to me about you loving me but you never even actually loved me.