Hi, Its been awhile. i know you say you hate me but after all of that i just dont know how its possible. Sometimes i think it was all for nothing considering how we ended up and how you feel about me now. Makes me question if what we had was even real. There are so many things i wish i could say but i know you could care less. Which breaks me. I hope ur happier but i hope you realize what you hv done is fucked up and how much love i really have for you. Cause in the end if you came back, life would be much better.