From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: December 22, 2020, 8:56 pm
it’s been 3 years and yet I’m still dreaming of what could of been. i know it’s my fault that we didn’t work but looking back neither of us did the whole relationship thing correctly. we were both so young and oblivious.
i still love you. i always will. unfortunately we loved each other at different times. it hurts me more than you know the fact that we don’t talk, we don’t even try and i guess it’s for the best. i know you’re over me and i should get over you but u can’t. can’t get over what i did to you, can’t get over how we left things and i can’t get over you.
tonight it’s hitting me hard i don’t know why i usually forget about buy tonight i’m overwhelmed with memories good and bad. how you loved me is a wander but matthew my sweet boy i just don’t know what else to say expect that i’m always here for you even if we don’t talk not that you’ll ever read this and know i sent it but
i love you matthew