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hey, i miss you. I always wonder what we could've been. So many what ifs. In the end. I really hope something comes out of this. I hope that i didnt waste 2 years of my life being in love with you just for you to be a highschool memory. Maybe you will just be a highschool memory. But i wish there was more to our story. You ruined relationships for me. Relationships that couldve happened even. In the end. I always chose you. I dont even think im a choice for you. Which hurts. Youd be my first choice without doubt, without hesitation. I love you. I know that. But what i also know. Is that i need to get over you. So i think for now, its ok to love you. Its ok to think about you its ok to care about you. Its ok. Its ok to still love you. It just shows, that maybe you shouldve chosen me in the end. Because out of everyone, id be by your side. Always, forever, and in the next life after this. I'll always be there for you. I love you charlie. I really do. Thank you for everything.