I reached out today and i was hit with exactly what i expected, you don’t want to talk. Today is the day i have decided to finally let go of you. I love you, you were the first boy i ever loved but you’ve made it clear that there is nothing there. My heart will continue to drop when i catch a glimpse of you for the foreseeable future. All i hoped was that we could get our shit together and fix us. I’m so sorry for everything i put you through but this is my final goodbye. I need to let myself heal and build back the hole you left. You were my first love and heartbreak and I’ll forever remember you as that and you’ve taught me how to deal with guilt (a lot of it). I’m thankful for you but its time to move on despite the pain. I’d go for a coffee anytime
