why is it that when something goes wrong you still run to me. u know I won't turn u away, that I won't get angry and tell u to stop leading me on. and it hurts me when u hurt. but even despite that fact, I must remind myself that u hurt me and feel nothing every time u do it. do u know? how much u hurt me. when u act like u like me and then walk away. when u tell me u want me and then disappear. Am I crazy? why do I still let u in, why do I still care, why do I want u to call?