Unsent Messages

its the way you look at me, with those calming brown eyes that make my heart stop in its tracks. the dorky smile you have that never fails to make me laugh. and i know you would never be with a girl like me, but its okay. because i hope the next girl bakes you a cake on your half birthday. i hope she buys you new glasses when you're short on cash. i hope she wears matching onesies with you to school. i hope she buys you airheads every friday. i hope she cooks you a steak to celebrate you getting a minimum wage job. i hope she can care much more than i ever can. i hope she can do all the things i cant, because apparently thats a lot. i just want you to notice me. because no girl, or person could ever do what i do for you. i get it, im your best friend and you cant look at me that way. maybe, a new perspective, a fresh start, a revival would be a good thing.