Unsent Messages

i don't know if you saw my last message, or maybe you thought it ended where it cut off on the cover, but i think i should stop coming on here for a little. it was really nice at first, but i keep coming on here throughout the day in hopes to see something from you and i don't think i should be doing that, i don't think its good. i would talk to you forever if i could, if i could go back to the way things used to be i would do that too. but i know that's not what you want or need. i don't think its helping either of us for me to keep talking to you right now. if you want to be friends later, i need to lose feelings. i need to learn to stop living in the past and let go of memories and that some things don't last forever, no matter how much you want them to. have you told your mom? also, it sucks you got rid of spotify but i guess that might be good too. thank you for everything. maybe in another life we can love again. you can go find a church boy of your dreams now