Unsent Messages

I remember the first time I knew I liked you. It was as if when I first realized, everything about you became perfect. You were perfect to me and being around you made me the happiest. Then as time passed by, I realized I loved you. It's crazy because we were so young, what did I know about love? You made me feel like my life was perfect. It makes me sad to say I never made you mine because I was too scared to tell you. But I hope you know how much you meant to me. If only I could back into time and just look into your eyes one last time. Have a conversation with you one last time. Be in your presence one last time. You moved on without me and found new friends and I'm so happy for you because you look like you're having the time of your life. I just hope I gave you an idea what it's like to be a good friend. You're always going to be my first love, even if you didn't love me back.