Unsent Messages

I know I say I don't like you, I can't like you. But, I also can't stand the fact you won't even look at me in the eyes anymore, or that its as if you look right through me. You don't care as much as you did that one night. Oh boy, that one night. If I could take back one moment in my life it would be THAT night. You told me all these things that I have been wanting someone to tell me for so long. You told me to not like these other guys, to be careful around a specific one, but who knew that the one I should have been careful and to protect myself around was actually you. I don't know how I feel anymore, you told me that you made yourself forget about anything that had ever happened between us and that anything you ever said just wasn't important enough. You chose not to remember it, but as much as I try to do the same - I still do, and I guess that's what I will have to live with for the rest of my life.