Hey I know you'll never see this put i just need to try to get your off my mind I know you are not interested at all and that hurts more then you will ever know. i still remember the day you told me about her, about what she did, and yet you still run back to her, I have been here for you no matter what. I have stayed longer then I should have honestly. I want to tell you how I feel but I know how you would react, you would isolate me, push me away. i can't afford to lose you.