im scared of showing i have feelings for you because i know you have a lot of girls after you and i dont think you will actually give me a shot, but you dont know how badly i want to be next to you and listen to music all night while laughing and eating our favorite foods, thats just sad because i know i will never be able to show you how i really feel because im too sacred of you rejecting me but also you always send me this mixed signals and idk what to feel anymore, should i repress my feelings or should i show them? you confuse but i kinda want you so bad, and just hug you under the moon light.