I'm sorry you felt like I wasn't giving you enough attention, but I don't think you understood how I was and why I did what I did. I knew that if I stayed with you then it'd only hurt more. I was tired of trying to become something I'm not just so you would like me. You can call me selfish and hate me, but our breakup only saved us from more hurt. I just wish we could still be friends and not look away as soon as we locked eyes. Honestly, when I see you, I don't know what to feel; I want to walk up to you and tell you how sorry I am and how I wish I didn't start talking to you and make you hurt so badly. I'm bad at expressing my feelings and I wish I was more honest with you, I really do.