From: ABC
To: marcie
Date: December 12, 2020, 4:50 am
i hate that this is the name i'm resorting to but yeah
Hi
i think this is the only way i'm also comfortable talking with you.
i think is the only way i was ever meant to talk to you.
i could write you sonnets and love songs and compose 100 melodies just for you as long as this was the only way you could see them.
The fact that you could only possibly see them if you looked hard enough and if you do, you'll see there's quite a few.
i like the comfortable sense of the unknown.
and what could be left unknown.
If we were in person, i'd only disappoint you.
i already have
i've hurt you multiple times and through you knowing for a certain, i've just given up when it comes to words
but here i can let the words flow out of me and then forget they ever exist in the first place. and if you just happen to find this-
no i am not in love with you and i am not in love with her anymore
i simply just like writing about the love that could have been.
it makes for wonderful writing
-a background character to your future Obsidian movie-