thank you for being my first. my first love. the first person i wanted to spend my life with. i wish things had worked out. even with all the things working against us. it’s been years since we broke off but i still miss you everyday. you’re still always going to be apart of me, and i’m fine with that. i’m trying my best to let go, of everything, but i still feel the need to text you every now and then. and i’m sorry for that. you make me feel safe. even now. thank you for being you.