I'm so sorry. You were right about everything. I'm an attention whore and I'm impatient and I'm stupid and I'm so sorry but I don't know what's wrong with me. I shouldn't have been so quick to judge when I've got so much shit to work on. I'm more manipulative and toxic than you and I'm so sorry I can't believe I've put you through so much shit this month. You deserve someone better who's patient and kind and will devote all their time to you. I'm sorry I couldn't give you everything you needed. I'm selfish and I can't see past my own needs.