#5. Hi. I still can't remember your last name and it's kinda bugging me but also really relieving. I've had 2 dreams with you in them and I don't really know why. In both of them, you were trying to apologize. It leaves me thinking that maybe I should DM you. I have no idea what I'd say. "Hey, remember me? We used to be super close and then you did something awful to me and changed my entire life. How are you?" I don't know. I get the feeling that our paths are gunna cross soon which is horrifying but maybe a bit comforting too. Maybe it's a sign that I'm healing. Idk. I hate that I feel like this. I really just want to forget about you and I wish that you could take back what you did. I miss how we were and you just flushed that all away so quickly. I just really wish you hadn't. For both of our sakes.