it was toxic.
but you showed me a side of you, that no one else saw. i know that's who you really are.
don't try to hide it.
i still love you. i'm always going to. take care of yourself.
i'm sorry i gave up on us. the pain started to get unbearable. and if i can't love myself, how could i love you...
i'm so sorry. i really am. but i hope you'll understand it once. i had too much to lose, and i could not handle losing you too. so i just pushed you away, regardless my feeling for you.
if it's meant to be, we'll find our ways back to eachorher. if you're really a loser baby just like me:)
until then, keep yo head up, and let go of me.
we are only a moment anyways.