From: ABC
To: gabriel
Date: January 17, 2021, 7:38 pm
i spent half an hour this morning counting your breaths, and i couldn't fall back asleep. im about to wake you up with the breakfast i always make you and i'm so thankful we're alive at the same time. im so happy we get to share parts of ourself with eachother. i cherish the time we spend together so much it's dumb but this is the most vulnerable i've ever been in loving someone. sometimes it's scary, with everything you know about me but last night you told me you had no reason to go home because you were with me and that made my heart so warm. i don't know if you meant it like that but even if you didn't, i'm okay with being vulnerable if it's with you. thank you for loving me and teaching me how to be kinder to myself. i love the moon a lot and a lot and a lot and a lot