I'm sorry that I can't express my emotions to you the way that I want to its so annoying, I want to be able to tell you when I'm sad or when I'm happy or when something you said upset me but I just can't cause in my head as soon as I tell you something upset me then you'll think it's dumb that I'm upset or I'm being dramatic but then when I don't tell you how I feel then you just think I don't care but I do, I do care even if you don't think I do I promise you that every time you thought I didn't care, I did, I just didn't say anything but I cried every single time you thought I just didn't care.