Unsent Messages

Did you mean anything you told me? Did the pain that kept me up every night ever even brush past you? I wish we had longer, and despite it all i still want you back, i still crave your touch, your voice, the peace i felt when i was with you. Im trying to let go, to move on and see you for who you really are, trying to ignore the picture perfect imagine still painted of you in my mind. Perhaps it will always be there, but i know i need to see you for who you truly are. I need to recognise the disrespect, and see the way you turned on me. I thought what we had was special, at least to me it was. I never expected it to be over so fast. For you to do what you promised you would never. I miss you, and i still love you. I never got to tell you that, and losing you made me realise how i truly feel. But mabye its not love. Mabye it is. I guess we’ll never get the chance to explore that.