I wish you knew how badly I want a strong healthy relationship with you. I know people say to forgive and forget, but I can not forgive you for the way you have hurt me and I will never forget the nights I've spent crying over how lonely the world feels. God knows I fight through every broken promise, every single one of my worst days with no one by my side. With no one to listen and understand how hard I fight. I'm struggling to find reasons to wake up in the morning. I'm sorry.