Unsent Messages

I know you won't see this because you don't really go on this website anymore (I think). I can't tell you how much it hurts to see you growing distant from me. Your other friend, she's the first person you go to anytime you have something to tell someone. You seem happier but then again I wouldn't know because we don't talk as much as we used to. It's mainly my fault. I've pushed away everyone.. you're still the only person I talk to most days and it hurts when you talk about your other friend (who should be both of our friends). I wish I could tell you how much I want to die. I just want to be close with you again. it feels like the past 5/6 years never happened. I miss my bestfriend. I'll always call you my bestfriend and soulmate. I love you forever -k (you'll probably know)