It's been a year since we last talk. You still wander in my mind here and there, I really thought I was over you. Here I am writing this message. I always question myself if you really did care or was it all in my head. We had so many good memories together, it sucks that I had to ruin it all just by confessing. I still check up on your social media here and there to see if you're ok. Maybe in another life time we will end up together? No matter how many guys I meet I just end up missing you. I'm sorry for everything, I was so toxic. I miss your laugh and your stupid jokes, especially the "ligmaballs" one. I love you kiddo, I hope you find happiness-