Unsent Messages

tate- damn where do i begin? those four months we were together i felt like i was on the top of the world, you treated me like no other. i really wish things diddnt end the way it did. i still wonder what i ever did to make you dump me a few days after our birthday. i stopped thinking about you, you fucking ruined me. ruined me so much i went back to my toxic ass ex. "i'd never be that guy, i would never turn into him, im not them, im no where near those guys" imagine turning into the person you said you wouldnt. oh and your fake ass friends. it was all a lie. i acutally loved you and i'd probably still be here with you till this day. i was so loyal to you, i deleted all my hoes and barely had any friends cause i was so focused on you. on our birthday. the sunset was beautiful, i kept telling you how pretty it was and how much i love sunsets. you didnt bother at all. you looked at me like a friend. one i never wanted to be. those weeks went on, to you dumping me in my front yard to you blocking me on everything two weeks later, FOR WHAT?? i still wonder that. you played me like a sport.