i miss it. you know that. everyday i think about how i couldve been better. so that maybe you would have chosen me. im sorry i was what you wanted. you were what i wanted. and it sucks that i cant have you. it pains me to see you. that one day when i saw you driving. my heart stopped. i didnt know what to do. i felt something and i know you felt nothing. the air was sharp and i couldnt breathe but it was okay bc at least i got to see you one last time. you didnt want me. it still hurts. but i am too good for you anyways. im better than her and you know it