From: ABC
To: Haris
Date: November 1, 2020, 8:09 pm
its been so long since we were talking but for some reason i can't stop thinking about you. i thought i was over you but i guess i'm not. i'm sorry for the way i treated you months ago. i regret blowing up on you the way i did. i was just mad at you for leaving then coming back by texting me weeks later. its too late to tell you i miss you, i know, but if there's even the slightest chance that you'll see this or miss me then just know i would to anything to be with you. i've tried talking to other people but i just look for you in them. i'm so fucking stupid. i wish things were different. the thought of you talking to another girl and telling her all the things you told me breaks me. but i can't stop you from moving on. i hope you see this one way or another because there's no way i'll allow myself to text this to you. i miss you so fucking much bub.
luv, bea