im sorry for everything ive done in the past. i just didnt know i would fuck up this bad i hope we could fix this but you have her now and its like u dont even need me anymore. i just want you back i was so happy and i just couldnt feel it. i just really havent felt anything in a while since my grandpa died he was always there for me . i would talk to him about everthing but since hes gone its like no one will llisten to me anymore. i really wanted to tell you how i felt about you but i couldnt and i should have while i had you with me .I know you have her but i am so sorry and i do miss you even tho i say i dont it is like eating me up inside. im sorry please come back your the only person i opened up my heart to.i just wish u came back even tho we are still friends its not the same .
