I really thought that since you were there for me at my lowest you actually cared about me. i guess you just happened to pick up your phone at the right moment and that’s all. it hurts. and yet you told me that you didn’t want YOUR heart to get broken. the irony. the phone calls last winter broke me. i told you that i wouldn’t go if that’s what would make you feel better, yet you pushed me to go and then acted as though i went just to hurt you. i had a breakdown on the bus back and couldn’t sleep more than 2 hours a night for weeks. that was just the start of it. i loved you and you shattered my heart into a million pieces without even realizing it.