From: ABC
To: rohan
Date: January 8, 2021, 7:59 pm
it's rare enough that i'm alive at this time, in 2021. but you, being alive, at the same time too? that must mean something to you. it's like a phenomenon that out of the 7 billion people on this earth fate brought us together. why can't you see that we're perfect together? stop changing who you are to conform to what you think will be good enough for me. i fell in love with you, not someone that constantly shifts character to match mine. i wish you could realize how much i want to get back together. i'm in such pain right now and my heart is unwilling to accept the fact, maybe, just maybe, even if you are my soulmate, we won't end up together forever. i know we're just teenagers who don't really know shit about love and life and this crazy insanity of the world but the world doesn't feel crazy when i think about it with you. you give me such a sense of care and peace. you are the only person that understands me and constantly matches my energy. you give back all the love i give you and more. in a perfect universe i'd end up with you. in a perfect universe i'd wake up next to you and our dog and cook and bake with you. in a perfect universe you'd show me how to skate and surf and i'd show you how to paint and make clay art. in a perfect universe we'd bake a cake together and go to the beach to watch the sunset and eat cake while telling stories about our lives and our childhood and our dreams and our future. but all these dreams will simply stay dreams. i know i should let go. but if i let go, what happens if you don't come back? does that mean you were never mine to begin with?