sometimes i feel pretty, but then i look in the mirror and notice the marks from my diabetes. i notice the skin disease i’m getting. but i especially not ice the 20 pounds i’ve gained. how i can’t fit in my xL pair of stretchy pants anymore because i have a binge eating problem. all i can do i look at myself and cry and cry and cry. my body is ugly. how can i feel beautiful when i’ve gained so much weight and when i’m surrounded by beautiful girls. my best friend is beautiful. she’s y’all skinny and gorgeous. she has all the guys going for her. her personality is great, so is mine i have a great heart but my body is not great. i hate it there are times i want to never eat again but i can’t i can’t control my eating
