From: ABC
To: isabella
Date: December 11, 2020, 9:49 pm
im writing this to myself
so hi isabella
i hope one day you can realise that you have to put yourself before others
because everything and everyone is temporary
no matter how big their words, actions, affections are
they will leave sooner or later
stop overloving someone
stop giving your all
stop believing every single word they say
stop thinking they will change
stop being so attached to them
stop depending on them
stop yourself before getting hurt
we both know i cant survive another heartbreak
im fragile enough
everyday we’ve been walking on a thin line
each step closer to get hurt
i feel like i’m losing myself
i feel lost sometimes
i feel destroyed
by someone who i love dearly
this person has my whole heart
but i still feel like i dont have his
his words are very different from his actions
i hope im wrong.
anyway i will always be alone at the end of the day
even if people promised me otherwise.