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hey. Its hard to get you off my mind. I just want to say thank you for everything. You make me so happy and I love you for that. The bond between you and me is one to remember. I miss what we had. Sometimes I still feel your hands holding mine, you rubbing my back. how your eyes looked into mine, the way your smile made me feel, I can hear your voice saying my name, Ii can hear your laugh, and I still can vividly see every memory we had together. I hate to admit it, but I miss you. And Ii keep wondering what I did wrong that I couldn't keep you, why did you feel like I wasn't good enough for you? I'm constantly wondering if I ever come across your mind, even if it's for a second. Not that it matters, but yes, I still wonder why your name pops on my mind. Despite you forgetting that I exist. Despite you leaning out of love. I know you don't need me. but I miss you. I hope you are happy. Thank you for all the memories and smiles we shared. I'll forever cherish and remember them. I will always wish the best for you. If you need someone to talk to, don't hesitate to talk to me. You were the first person I have ever loved; I had never felt this way towards no one. You brought out something in me that nobody ever had before and i love you for that. Thank you for showing me what love is. You will always hold a special place in my heart because I genuinely love you. I still think about you. I wish I had hugged and kissed you a little longer. Please don't give up on us. I miss and love you so much.