Unsent Messages

i saw ur message u left me n if i’m honest it broke my heart a little to know that u miss me as much as i miss you. the hard part is now we have to forget each other. i’ll never hear ur voice again. please read the letters i wrote you and know i still mean every single word i wrote in them. i still have our bracelets and all the other letters i wrote for you but i never got the chance to send them to u before we parted ways. some days ur not on my mind but then the smallest thing reminds me of u and i can still picture ur little giggle when we would sing our song to each other. the part that killed me during all of this is that u were my first everything and i’m not sure ill ever mange to get over that part and to this day i still question if i’m ever gonna feel the love that we shared again. you changed me as a person when i was in love with you and now with out you i’ve changed again. for a long time you were the only thing that felt like home to me. i couldn’t be myself without you and when you left i lost myself and you made me feel worthless. the amount of times that you’d become distant with me was so selfish of you. i never left once until it became too much. when you told me you were in love with me do u know how happy i was i waited 7 months to hear those words and as soon as you told me, you left. you do know you rewind my perspective of love. i want you to know that i forgive you for what you did and now its time for us to become strangers, maybe later in life we can talk again. i’ll love you forever and always