i don’t understand why every part of my being still aches without you. ive spent longer without you than i was with you. i think it’s because of the stability you had.. a solid family, an education you were always working to improve, the most beautiful hobbies, goals and dreams. with you i didnt have to sacrifice any part of me to make you happy. you saw every fall and accepted it. i hope shes keeping you on your toes and occasionally giving you some sass. i know you like that in a girl. thank you for being my first love.