i wonder if things would've been different if i was good enough. you were nothing but an angel to me but all i did was push you away because i was too scared that you'd leave. it wasn't supposed to be your job to decide what i needed and i got so caught up in my problems that i couldn't give you what you needed. i love you so much. i would do it all over again if i could. i just wish i could be in your arms again.