Unsent Messages

i've liked you since the first day we met. i thought you were really different than any other guy i've met. I've felt ways that i've never felt before. I trusted you with so much and was so comfortable around you. i convinced myself that we were going to be smt. i noticed that things started to change. you were getting a bit distance and everyone was telling me that i was getting played, but i didn't wanna believe it. eventually i realized that i was in love with you and i was just hurting myself because i know you didn't feel the same way about me. you really did fuck me over and i still wanted to be friends. i still had some hope that you would one day come back. i was never able to send you this because you blocked me the night i wrote this. you probably won't ever read this, but i want to say my final goodbye to you since i was never able to.