You were my first kiss, which is not really that important but you should of seen how excited i was to tell my sister after it happened. It was all i could think about for a while, and what would come after the kiss the next time we met. all the possibilities of things we could of done together. Because i trusted you and i would do anything for you, even now. if you wanted me back id say yes in a heartbeat even though i dont want to admit that you also have a weird control over me and i still dont know what it is that makes you and him so special. maybe i never will. i was angry for a while and i hated your guts, im pretty sure thats called denial haha. but i want to say thankyou because you taught me that i am worthy of peoples love and respect and that means the world to me.
