Unsent Messages

I don't think you are ever going to understand how much I truly like just being able to spend time with you even when all we do is watch tv. I don't know maybe I am just overthinking this whole situation like I usually do, but I just kinda feel as though you don't have the same feelings toward me as I do towards you anymore, which in all honesty is such a shitty feeling because I'm pretty sure we are meant to be a team. I just miss how awkward and affectionate you used to be, I don't really know what's up with you because you don't open up to me which is a bit sucky and look I get it, you aren't a very out-there person, but I feel like you should be able to be open with me, that's what I'm here for. I know you aren't going to see this and that is fine by me but I just want you to know that no matter what does happen with us, I really really like you, even if I act like a bitch sometimes, and I hope you know that.