Its been months since we've even spoken. But everyday im still waiting for your name to pop up on my phone. The little things are starting to hurt more and more. I dont understand why these thought are still here. Its felt like years. I want to hate you. I want to to talk to you and build up a new friendship, but i know i will fall head over heels again. It still hurts when i here your name. it still hurts when i see you like another girls post or post anything of another girl. but i know that girl will never be me. These feelings should be gone. i should never want to talk to you again. but you've got a hold of my heart that no one has ever had. not that you would care but you've hurt me so bad but i dont want that to hurt you. i want you to grow up and find out what you want in life. i need to let you go. its sad but it just hurts bro.