you’re not my first love, and i know i’m not yours, but i think this is the best place to put this. i would apologize for the fact that my feelings weren’t as deep as yours, but then i would be lying, because i can’t really be sorry for that. i am sorry that the truth came at the cost of your feelings though (and your ego). i don’t hate you or anything like that, but i think it would’ve turned out alright if you hadn’t created that image of me in your head. you were in love someone that didn’t really exist, and it all went wrong when your thoughts didn’t match up with reality. i wish you all the best, and i hope you find the love you think you need
