I have always loved you ( for 5 years exactly) and I know that you always knew. You are a GOD to me and I don't deserve you. Nobody does. You are a perfection, all I have ever wanted is just to look at you. I wish that we never met, for I would not have this obssesion, you are killing me. But I can't forget you. And it hurts that you hate me... We will never be together. Never! but I still fantasize...