Okay soo the other day I went to telegraph by myself trying to uhh let go in a way? It didn’t work hahaha just brought back loads of super happy memories? I feel like I’m waiting for you to come back but I just don’t know if you ever are. How have you been doing? I’m pretty worried about you cuz you know how I used to always wanna know you got home safe or whatever the hell I did and now I can’t do any of that stuff so some nights I’m worried sick about you. The other night I was actually a little bit convinced I was over you, I thought of you for the first time and didn’t cry but I think that’s just because I still haven’t accepted the fact that you may never come back..... i met up with a girl and called her by your name like 6 times hahaha not the best experience. So how have you been doing Delly?