Unsent Messages

I never meant to do that to you. I know that it was about 4 years ago but I can't stop thinking about it. I never knew you liked me at the time until my friend told me. I never thought anyone could feel that way but now I know that you did. I didn't recognize what was happening at the time but now I do. I remember catching you staring at me across the class and saying bye to me at the end of the day. Your friend told me that you hated me and I believed that and I was so scared to talk to you, I didn't know what to say. There were times when I told myself that today was the day that I would talk to you but that never happened and I regret that so much. I just wished we talked more. I don't have your number but this is honestly what I would say to you if I did. I'm really sorry and it's basically my biggest regret of my life. ps. I remember you saying that orange was your favourite colour, not sure if that's right or not but I remember some things about you. I just wish I knew more. I doubt that you will ever read this but I hope all is well and I wish you the best.