Unsent Messages

i don’t know why but i miss you , you’ve been at the back of my mind for years . even when i had a boyfriend i thought about you , we spoke and it made me happy ur a prick and u make me mad but speaking to you made me so excited and i loved it . i wish i knew how to speak to you , you do not deserve my love at all and i wouldn’t call it love but i think about you often and have for the past few years . i don’t know why there’s something about you that captivates me completely . i wish there was more to you and i wish you opened up to me . weirdly you’ve been there for me , you noticed when i was sad and noticed when i was happy you complimented me and noticed stuff . but you’re so immature it sometimes annoys me cause i think we’d get along , not necessarily romantically