You’re still really special to me, but you made me feel like you weren’t even physically attracted to me, which really sucked. I’m only realising now how difficult that was for me. I can’t tell you this because we don’t talk anymore and I don’t want to hurt you, but our relationship was a lot of pressure on me to initiate anything physical. I wish you would have told me I was pretty more. I wish you could know how hard I was trying to make it work for such a long time.
Even when you were breaking up with me I felt like I had to be the one to say it... it was unfair.
I hope you find happiness and self acceptance in your future relationships.