ik you wont even see this but idk man if i love you or not we been broken up for 3 months ik i miss u but like you think im catching feelings again and im stressing out cos i dont know anymore, i thought im over you and i still think that but its my soft spot thats fucking it up. ik i love you deep down but idk in what way. i miss you being my bestfriend and its sad we broke up cos i really loved you, i never fell inlove w someone. you were the first person i really and truly loved so much. ayman baby i miss u so much. one day we will be back together and im hoping for that because not only were u my boyfriend, you were also my bestfriend and my rock and my yellow. you brought so much happiness into my life you dont understand. i wish you could read this and not think im crazy but i hope you know that im missing you every second. im missing ur kisses and ur cuddles and comfort. ik we're made for eachother. only can hope for god to bring us back together i love u baby.