Unsent Messages

Hey, I know you check your name on this site. I just wanted you to know that I love you. You’re the best friend that i’ve ever had. When you left the other night and weren’t responding my heart broke, i couldnt imagine going through life without you. My brain came up with so many awful scenarios i almost threw up. You’re the only person i can truly be myself around. I know sometime you feel like you aren’t enough but you’ll always be enough. Even when you’re going through it and you shut down a bit i still want to be around you. I know that you think i’m gonna disappear but i’m not. I will always be here for you no matter what. Seeing you hurting hurts me and i don’t know how to comfort you and it sucks. All i know how to do is be there. We clicked in a way i’ve never clicked with anyone before. You’re the only person i can be around constantly and not get sick of. Living off of nicotine and jacks wouldnt have been bearable with anyone else. I love our random nights we spend with random people. I love our long car rides just because we don’t wanna be home. If something happens and we drift apart you’ll always have a place in my heart. You’re my tracy.