Unsent Messages

you were so sweet the first couple weeks, but little did i know you were just bored. it truly broke my heart when you told me that. then you sent me a whole paragraph talking about how sorry you were and that i was constantly on your mind. you said you had a dream about me the night before, that we were cruising down the coastline in a dark blue rx-7. it made me fall all over again. the next day you moved on with someone new. that left me stuck on my own with nothing in my thoughts but you. every second of every day i think about you and hope that you'd come running back for me. picking me right back up where you left me. it used to be that you'd only text me when you needed something, but now we joke around and roast the absolute shit out of each other. and as much as it shouldn't it still gives me hope for you and i. even tho i know you love her. i'd still do anything you'd ask me to, hoping that it'd bring you back to me. but all i can do for now is try to move on. i'll always have feelings for you but hopefully someday i can push myself past them. maybe one day i won't even remember you. thank you for all of the good times you gave me, you showed me what it was like to be happy again. i wish you the best my love:/