since i started talking to you, i've wanted less to do with him, and more to do with you and them. i wouldn't even know where to begin to explain that i've fantasized about a future with the both of you, as weird as that sounds. i want to ask you your thoughts but i don't want you to get freaked out. i want to be with you and them; the three of us. i suppose it iS crazy, but then again so am i. i can't stop thinking about how nice it'd be. i wonder if you'll see this